trying to find the right rocks for big jumps, series of skids, huge plops, and then the perfect throw.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Stress fracture?
I'm styling with a boot as of today. Been feeling a weird non-decreasing pain in my foot for a couple weeks, so I headed back to Dr. Leb (my broken arm hero) to check it out. He said there appears to be some bone reabsorption, a little kink in my metatarsal, which may be caused by a variety of things: tumor, cyst, stress fracture. It is, of course, not presenting in the normal way (I do not think any of my medical issue ever present in a normal way.) His assistant fitted me for a boot, and I wore it today at school. Now that my foot feels a bit better, my knee hurts, my back, my spine, and I have a massive headache. I was two inches taller on the right side all afternoon and it appears as it that has thrown my whole skeletal structure into a tizzy.
There are two things I take away from today. First, I still get teary when I see Dr. Leb remembering how kind and helpful and encouraging he was. And that is good. Certain moments and events should never leave your base self. I hope to always well up when thinking of him and those months, and if I don't, it would signal that there is something very hardened and lost about me. And, second, two inches really matter. In my 67 and a half inch stance, that 2% shift caused significant repercussions. I need to think about some good 2% shifts I can make -- how dramatic would I feel if I lost 2% of my weight? How much more surrounded would I feel if I contacted 2% of my friends on a frequent basis? What would my bravery yield if I rid myself of just 2% of my cautiousness? It's an interesting proposition.
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